July 06, 2007
I think it just occurred to me. I don’t know what I want. That’s why I cry all the time. I just want to be remembered for something. To be fabulous in the world. April says I’m in transition right now, and just let it be, “it’s ok, to not know”. No it’s not ok. WTF.
I sit here in total confusion not knowing what to do. I should be upset that I haven’t acted. But I’m kinda ok with it. I haven’t really acted in months.